Devil's box

he told me this is his last day of working... it makes me wonder what happen. that's the problem, people like my age dont make drastic move anymore, we don't keep on changing job and we make decision after we thought it through... y am i always attracting guys that are either mentally weaker than me or superior than me? i am not asking some sort of superman that gonna carry me all the way through, i am just seeking someone that strong enough to walk by his own, and i can walk by his side...