Devil's box

I m sure everyone being asked about this question before " What's your dream? ", whenever it comes to this question, I never have an answer. The only thing that I wanted to do but I couldn't is back to Uni and study a course that I m interested in, a course that the only thing I care is how much I like it... However, dream... I don't have a dream or I don't know my dream, how pathetic. But I have one thing that I always chasing for --- LOVE. Someone I love and someone love me. Pure Love. Ever since i came back to Malaysia, I have been always fall into this dilemma; sometime i will just enjoy life and love relationship without thinking about the reality and at the other time, I will be worrying a lot about the person that I m seeing that is either not promising in the future or not as strong as I thought he is. I m complicated, brave and coward at the same time, brave enough to take the risk to seek for Love only but not other thing and coward to really give in my 100% including my heart. Watching this movie - Definitely. Maybe again brings me all sorts of thought. Back to the beginning where my thought is i have always just wanted to enjoy life. I worked so hard, keeping myself attractive and unique but at the same time being myself, always be prepare for the worst and always have a plan B in life, all these hard-work just for one purpose, I can have more freedom in my life without being restricted by some physical factor that can be avoided. And that applies to my love relationship too. so who cares what his career is or whether he will be wealthy, just enjoy the company and the hug, if it doesn't work out then let it be. I just have to learn not to afraid being alone and I think i m quite good at it.