I am a Gemini, I m famous with uncertainty. I always change my mind may just because i have read a book or there is a thought flash through. Now, I have decided to gave up of chasing after Mr Right, he might not ever existed. Human always doesn't get what they truly want, I am just part of the group. Let me enjoy life and laughter while I m still not too old. Let just release myself from the criticism from the society.

縱使相逢應不識，塵滿面，鬢如霜。

If I should meet thee, 

After long years, 

How should I greet thee? 

With silence and tears.

昨天，在婚宴上重逢，遇见前，我以为我已真正放下，你再也不能影响我，然而我还是高估了自己。昨晚夜游至深夜，我以为热闹后我已能平静入梦，在梦中我亦没能逃脱。你携她往我家来，我自在家中，侮辱却送上门，你们刚迁来我家附近，请我父母照顾一二，惺惺作态。这岂不是欺人太甚，欺我懂礼，秉着傲气，不会抓破脸皮，在梦中也受气。很委屈。不想再见你，即使被讥笑是鸵鸟，也不要见你，不想再被左右，不想受委屈。