Wednesday, December 20, 2017

Sometimes, when things got rough, i thought we are never meant for each other. We don't have common interest, those activities that we used to do together came out that he wasn't truly interested. All he enjoyed is sitting in front of his computer, playing computer games or watching dramas. No life, it's only all about electronics. We hardly went out. I shop my wardrobe online, buy groceries during work, buy other items online too. Last time when we fought, it used to hurt me and i do really care about, but now I kind of immune to it. I can sleep through it, and don't talk to him for whole day and found that it's even more enjoyable.

It is like a cycle. And I think the only way to stop him pointing his finger to me is, just do the house work for 1 month and don't even say a word, don't even complain or whine, after that I can show how calculative he is for just doing nothing but wanna get all the credits. Keeping the house clean and tidy is your own responsibility, the bad thing of having mommy's boy is, they can never survive without mommy. When can he grow up? I hate people yelling at me. Maybe that is the reason why we still don't have a baby, why wanna make a soul suffer ...