First day back to HOME

Now i am officially resiting at KL, the feeling of permanently leaving Australia suddenly kicks in on the first day back home. I can't just simply go back to Perth anymore. I have choosen to stay in Malaysia and I miss Perth already. There is just so many places that i havent get to visit or i will like to visit again in Perth. We, human, just being greedy in nature, right.... I can only keep all these feelings to myself, can't tell parents, or else they will have hard feelings; can't tell zk, or else  i will break her heart again... I miss her...