Devil's box

Coming back to this town that I familiar with makes all sorts of complicated feelings flow through me. Same old house that I left, things all over the living room, cold weather that pretty hard to bear with, quiet environment like a vacuum place, all sorts of spices and sauces in the pantry, I feel home... Issit cause it's small and cozy and spacious makes you feel empty? Finally, I can sit in front of the computer and watch dramas and movies. It is more like I have my own space now even though I m staying at other's house now. It is kind of weird.

I do miss you, your warm big hand and broad shoulder..