stress

recently alot of stress which i really dunno where it come from... some from my friends around, my parents and work plus from myself as well. the feeling that everyone around me think that i m independent and strong enough to take all the hard work and pressure make me really down... y should i handle all the things, y not others? y should i pay for my brother's luxury stuff even though i'm working now? how about my bills? who will help me to pay it? y is me? y everyone thinks that i m rich? i've to save for my future studies, my trip and possibly my car so that i can return to my parents... y being the eldest in the family have to carry all the responsibilities? when my brothers will oso be more considerate and helping a little? i'm tired... sometime it's jz so tired to live... i'm really getting more and more unhappy